"The mention of my child's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it also brings music to my ears" (Anonymous).
I push and I push just to keep myself above water and no matter what I do it still feels as if I am drowning! It feels as if I am living my own personal hell and I am trapped without reprieve. There are days where if I am just able to get up out of bed it becomes a personal defeat, I was actually able to get up again. Good or bad, really not sure. All my thoughts are focused on you what I do not have and what I never will have again! I can't seem to focus on our love and the good times because the sadness is so overwhelming!
I push and I push just to keep myself above water and no matter what I do it still feels as if I am drowning! It feels as if I am living my own personal hell and I am trapped without reprieve. There are days where if I am just able to get up out of bed it becomes a personal defeat, I was actually able to get up again. Good or bad, really not sure. All my thoughts are focused on you what I do not have and what I never will have again! I can't seem to focus on our love and the good times because the sadness is so overwhelming!
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