Thursday, November 28, 2013

Happy Thanksgiving Sweet Baby Boy

It's unbearable without you my darling! Sad day my love! Went to bed with tears in my eyes, woke up with the same. Today we will be setting a place for you, you will not be there, but we place our hope in your spirit attending! Come sit with us my darling as we talk about your life. How precious you were to us and how terribly loved and missed you have been!

Sit with us my darling as tears stream down our faces as we recall a life that was not played out! Your life my darling! It has been 8 months and still I ask why. Why you made this choice, I will never understand! The memories they are of better things now. Still have panic attacks every time I recall that day in April! I try not to go back, to painful, to awful.

Our table feels full today but yet it is so very empty! You are not with us! My heart is in turmoil as is my soul! My head and my heart hurt so badly today, I cannot escape the memories and the longing in my heart for more!

On this and on every Thanksgiving we remember you sweet baby boy! We miss your smile, your voice, your laughter. We miss you being so funny, we miss your face in that phone... Lol! We miss everything about you we thought we never would! We just miss you! Someday we will celebrate again together then forever my darling! 

Kisses to heaven on this day and everyday!  Mama

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Lisa Gerrard & M. De Francisci - ''In The Beginning Was The Word''.wmv (...

Lisa Gerrard & Patrick Cassidy Immortal Memory (+playlist)

Lisa Gerrard ~ The Black Opal (+playlist)

In Exile [Lisa Gerrard] (+playlist)

Lisa Gerrard & Pieter Bourke "Sacrifice" (+playlist)

Lisa Gerrard - Serenity (+playlist)

On An Ocean - Lisa Gerrard (+playlist)

Lisa Gerrard - Solace (+playlist)

Lisa Gerrard - Sleep (+playlist)

Eternity - genius Lisa Gerard (+playlist)

Monday, November 11, 2013

Miss Me

 Miss me, but let me go 
When I come to the end of the road 
And the sun has set for me 
I want no rites in a gloom filled room 
Why cry for a soul set free 
Miss me a little – but not too long 
And not with your head bowed low 
Remember the love that we once shared 
Miss me – but let me go 
For this is a journey that we must all take 
And each must go alone 
It’s all a part of the Master’s plan 
A step on the road to home 
When you are lonely, and sick of heart 
Go to the friends we know 
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds 
Miss me – but let me go

Author Unknown

Friday, November 8, 2013

Anugama - Shamanic Journey - Om Shanti.

I can only hope that your journey ended with great peace and that you are now resting with the father. I listen to these great songs of healing, I hope someday my soul will find that great peace! My soul will rest when it finds its place with yours my son.

Hard Things....Ann Woodly

There are things to hard to tell;
Images that defy imagining:
Concepts too horrific for the mind to hold;
But they reside with us.
Take up residence in our brain;
Cleaving the soul like shards of glass;
Shattering all you know into useless,
granular pieces; 
Striking with a furry that knocks you to your knees.
They are persistent, merciless visions,  
laying waste to all you once believed.
Shredding ego, leaving you disemboweled, vacant, bleeding.
And this is a terminal condition; whether it kills us or not, 
one thing is certain; we will die with it!
How am I you ask?
Do you really want to know?
I wouldn't think so!
But since you inquired I will invite you into my memory.
Welcome this is where I live now!