Thursday, November 28, 2013

Happy Thanksgiving Sweet Baby Boy

It's unbearable without you my darling! Sad day my love! Went to bed with tears in my eyes, woke up with the same. Today we will be setting a place for you, you will not be there, but we place our hope in your spirit attending! Come sit with us my darling as we talk about your life. How precious you were to us and how terribly loved and missed you have been!

Sit with us my darling as tears stream down our faces as we recall a life that was not played out! Your life my darling! It has been 8 months and still I ask why. Why you made this choice, I will never understand! The memories they are of better things now. Still have panic attacks every time I recall that day in April! I try not to go back, to painful, to awful.

Our table feels full today but yet it is so very empty! You are not with us! My heart is in turmoil as is my soul! My head and my heart hurt so badly today, I cannot escape the memories and the longing in my heart for more!

On this and on every Thanksgiving we remember you sweet baby boy! We miss your smile, your voice, your laughter. We miss you being so funny, we miss your face in that phone... Lol! We miss everything about you we thought we never would! We just miss you! Someday we will celebrate again together then forever my darling! 

Kisses to heaven on this day and everyday!  Mama

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