Today was the fair. Your favorite nephew Landen road the Ferris wheel, loved it! I saw a boy that looked just like you. Even had that hair thing going on! God how I miss your hair and your twinkling sweet baby blues. I really miss everything about you, especially your smile. Oh and that laugh and our talks and the way you loved me no matter what! Just like I loved you! Crazy how much I cried when I saw that boy and I closed my eyes and I said when I open them it will be you, God how we humans can be so delirious sometimes! God how I wished. Death is so very ugly! So cold today after April 20th, I really hate the cold even more then I used to remember? I was such a baby in the cold! God how I love you my darling sweet angel! See you soon sweet baby boy I will meet you with kisses and smiles and we will talk and laugh and dance the days away!
In my heart and soul you live on!